“Lend me your eyes I can change what you see. But your soul you must keep, totally free.”
(via sarina-ballerina)
I am so confused. Why are guys so confusing? When you know that i take you as a friend and nothing more and I’ve stressed that to you a million times, You still come to me and ask me out. WHY? An then get rejected by me, then say “wooow, okay whatever i just don’t want it to be awkward now”. WHAT THE HELL! obviously its going to be awkward now:/ you dumb shit! AHHH! SO MAD! You were there when i rejected the other guys, what the hell made you think that I wouldn’t reject you-.- . So after this had happened I said to myself ” just act like it didn’t happen and move on”.Then he starts saying things like, see theres two problems tho, one that your from B.C and two that your 18. I just stared at him and was like so.. How the hell am i suppose to fix those two problems:. The thing is that this guy is in his early 20’s and he is looking for a serious relationship. Where as me, I am mot even looking for a relationship. See i only date people who i see myself with in the future, thats just how I am but I don’t start talking about marriage ad children and all that shit! This man went of. He was like how is it going to work if your in b.c and blah blah, in my head all i was thinking that did this stupid forget the part where i had said ”NO”. Next day at school everything was cool and then night time comes and the bitch gets drunk and starts playing sad freaking songs like ” it will rain-bruno” and ” she ain’t you” also the j.cold song “she loves me not” i don’t even know if thats what its called-.- and says “these song’s are like my life story, they are so true and random shit that doesn’t even make any sense” but then he also starts calling me a tease. WTH what happened to ” lets not make it awkward?” so I sat there like this -_- honestly i am a very nice person like i didn’t reject him because of his looks or anything like that; i just don’t want to be in a relationship right now, and i told him that too. But I was just really mad because there were people around and they were staring at me like wtf is going on and i just felt mad awkward. So I walk up to the iPod deck thingy and was like let me play you MY song, what song did i pick…. DEUCES by chris brown. And while that song was playing i smiled at him and chucked my deuces in the air and walked out.
Boys suck!
